Set the Controls for the Heart of the Sun

Little by little the night turns around.
Counting the leaves which tremble at dawn.
Lotuses lean on each other in yearning.
Under the eaves the swallow is resting.
Set the controls for the heart of the sun.

Over the mountain watching the watcher.
Breaking the darkness
Waking the grapevine.
One inch of love is one inch of shadow
Love is the shadow that ripens the wine.
Set the controls for the heart of the sun.
The heart of the sun, the heart of the sun.

Witness the man who raves at the wall
Making the shape of his questions to Heaven.
Whether the sun will fall in the evening
Will he remember the lesson of giving?
Set the controls for the heart of the sun.
The heart of the sun, the heart of the sun.

Garden of Delight

Shimmering over all those wistful faces
And the promise burning brightly in their eyes
In this violent flesh the cut that bleeds the kiss that stings
Desperate snows fall from desperate skies

Take my hand and lead me
To the garden of delight
Take my hand and lead me
Home.....

Reflections in the liquid windswept mirror
The breathless world elegance and charm
The treasured touch, the first touch of a stranger
It charmed me, entranced me, no harm
So...

Take my hand and lead me
To the garden of delight
Take my hand and lead me
Home.....

This child of death, kissing in the playground
Senses swirling, faithful to the kill
Playing with fire,a chance among the playsound
Covered in burns and turn away, they're dancing still
So...

Take my hand and lead me
To the garden of delight
Take my hand and lead me
To the garden
Of delight

Of delight

Take my hand and lead me
To the garden of delight
Take my hand and lead me
To the garden
Of delight

Of delight

Take my hand and lead me
To the garden of delight
Take my hand and lead me
Home.....

Nine While Nine

And it's passing strange
And I'm waiting for the train
Caught up on this line again
And it's passing slowly
Killing time but it's
Better than living in what will come and I've
Still got some of your letters with me and I
Thought sometimes or I read too much
And I think you know let's
Drink to the dead lying under the water and the
Cost of the blood on the driven snow and the
Lipstick on my cigarettes
Frost upon the window pane
Nine while nine and I'm waiting
For the train.....

She said do you remember a time when angels
Do you remember a time when fear
In the days when I was stronger
In the days when you were here she said
When days had no beginning
While days had no end when
Shadows grew no longer I
Knew no other friend but you
Were wild
You were wild.....

Frost upon these cigarettes
Lipstick on the window pane and I've
Lost all sense of the world outside but I
Can't forget so I call your name and I'm
Looking for a life for me and I'm
Looking for a life for you and I'm
Talking to myself again and it's
So damn cold it's just not true and I'm
Walking through the rain
Trying to hold on waiting for the train and I'm
Only looking for what you want but it's
Lonely here and I think you knew and I'm
And I'm waiting
And I wait in vain
Nine while nine and I'm waiting
For the train.....

Vision Thing <3

Lizard King

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• ...I can place myself anywhere in
• space or time.
• I can summon the dead.
• I can perceive events on other worlds,
• in my deepest inner mind,
• & in the minds of others,
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• I can
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Kuryeler

Yapraktan bir tabakta bir salyangozun yazısı mı o?
Bana değil. Kabul etme.

Bir konserve kutuda asetik asit mi var?
Kabul etme. Hakiki değil.

İçinde bir güneşle altın bir yüzük mü o?
Yalanlar. Yalanlar ve keder.

Yaprağın üstünde kırağı, saflık.
Bir demlik kendi kendine konuşuyor ve çatlıyor

Tepesinde,
Dokuz kara Alp dağının.

Aynalarda bir rahatsızlanma
Deniz gri çocuğunu sallıyor ---

Aşk, aşk, işte benim mevsimim.

Sylvia Plath
Çev: Enis Akın

"Oh dear, oh dear!"

said the Rabbit. "I shall be to late!"

And so, when the White Rabbit ran away,

Alice wanted to see what would happen to it:

so she ran after it:

and she ran, and she ran, till she tumbled

right down the rabbit-hole.

Donnie Darko

Queen of the Damned

My children, come here
I have to tell you something
Soon you will be by yourself
I will leave you all alone

Too long is the path, I have to walk
Too far away is my destination
Too rare are the honest words
Too far away is my horizon

My children, listen to me
You are all strong just like me
My strength is in you
My light will guide you
My strength is in you
My light will guide you

Too long is the path, I have to walk
Too far away is my destination
Too rare are the honest words
Too far away is my horizon

My children look by yourself
Open your minds
Your souls will be dead
But your hearts strong like mine
But your hearts strong like mine

Too long is the path, I have to walk
Too far away is my destination
Too rare are the honest words
Too far away is my horizon

Anima Sola

I'm a sinner but I know
The skin is
often harder than the core
I hold on
Contemptousness
will follow me...
No more will the glory of
grotesque
Adorn your lifeless limbs
Like an eerie
arabesque
Locked in you
Anima Sola - World keeps
turning
Anima Sola - World keeps burning
So burn for me
/ burn with me
I'm a servant of your
grace
Captivated in sobriety
Why am I crawling further
on?
In apathy
It's been too many words and too many
lies
It's been too many years without being
alive
It's been a long long road, never reaching the
end
Too many wasted moments
No more will I be pushed
again into your golden cage
No more will I lay my arms
around your bait

The Bride Wears Black

Masks concealed the real mourning
No noise were allowed
Misfortune came with large steps
Enveloped the future into a shroud
The bride wears black tonight
Valleys got deeper and deeper
The summits disappeared in beautiful
Clouds a path
In sick infinity
Deep abysses and beside it
Travelled in endless trains
Try to solve my existence
Sins, often pure temptation
Praised, hallowed, just lies
Voices to bear, inner futility
Be it true, be it my love
Coming to torture you...
...to torture you with my devotion

Valley of the Queens

[egyptian]
my journey's over
I'm standing on the edge
and close my eyes
to this world of lies

my will is broken
it's the end of all my dreams
my soul yearns
for the valley of the queens

my rose has withered
it will never bloom again
the soil is dry
time has come to die

my faith has left me
they've stolen all my dreams
oh lay me down
in the valley of the queens

my search has ended
my name is carved in stone
on the temple wall
beyond Osiris hall

no holy sunrays
will light my tomb of dreams
I won't return
from the valley of............the queens

Brandon Lee

Rest in peace, dear.

Day Six: Childhood

[Agony] You're alone in your bedroom
Hiding from the world, staring at the ceiling

[Me] Mother said 'he'll be home soon'
But he never was, and I knew how she was feeling

[Fear] You always let him down; 'you'd never be like him'
He'd always break you, never let you win
No matter what you said, he'd always disagree
You swore that one day you would be
...better then him...one day you'd win

[Agony] You're hiding out in the cellar
Aching and ashamed, covering up the bruises

[Me] And then he would tell her
How I tripped and hurt my head, how I'd always be a loser

[Fear] You always let him down; 'you'd never be like him'
He'd always break you, never let you win
No matter what you said, he'd always disagree
You swore that one day you would be
...better then him...one day you'd win

[Agony] You're all alone in your bedroom
How could you learn to care, when nobody cares for you

[Me] Mother said he'd be home soon
But he never came, as for me...he didn't have to...

Meaning of Life

I wanna get psycho
Run you little btch
I want your power glowing, juicy flowing, red hot, meaning of life
It's not enough to have a little taste
I want the whole damn thing now
Can you dig it?

Need to get psycho
wanna hear you say it
say, you want it, need it
Don't wanna wait until we finish the show
It's not enough, you hunger for more
You're one twisted little fck
And now you anna get psycho with me

Decide
Give in

I wanna get psycho
Scratch my itch
Give me your power glowing, juicy flowing red hot, meaning of life
It's not enough to have a little piece
I want the whole damn thing now
Can you dig it?

Need to get psycho
Wanna hear you scream
Tell me to take you, scare you, fck you
After we finish the show
It's not enough, you listening whore?
You're one twisted little fck
ANd now you wanna get psycho with me

I can feel the blood, flowing through my veins
Spilling on my soul
And now the hunger's getting bigger
Come a little closer now
Pretentious whore and pull my trigger
Free the violence that is building in me
I say now end of the ride, murder suicide
Is how I've been feelin' that I can't ignore
And the need to get psycho
Is not a question to me

Reedemer

The hunger inside, given to me,
makes me what I am.
Always it is calling me,
for the blood of man.

They say I cannot be this,
I am jaded, hiding from the day.
I can't bear, I cannot
tame the hunger in me.
Oh, I say I did it.
Always searching,
You can't fuck with fate.
So instead you'll taste my PAIN!!!

The hunger inside, given to me
Makes me feel alive.
Always out, stalking prey,
in the dark I hide.
Feeling, falling, hating,
feel like I am fading,
Hating LIFE!!!

They say I cannot be this,
I am jaded, hiding from the day.
I can't bear, I cannot
tame the hunger in me.
Oh, I say I did it.
Always searching,
You can't fuck with fate.
So instead you'll taste my PAIN!!!

You say your life I'm taking,
always bothering me.
I can't take this anymore,
I'm failing, always smothering me!
You look down on me,
ain't what you see.
Take this gift from me,
you will soon feed from ME!!!

Nothing seems exciting,
Always the same hiding, hiding.
It's haunting me. It's haunting me. It's haunting me.
It's haunting me. It's haunting me.