Vampire of the Damned

One Child

2007-04-25T17:22:00.000-07:00

one child stood before the altar
one child stood out in the rain
one child spent his time imagining
and i don't believe he's coming home again, home again, home a...

right there in the earth, i've been drawing a line
i'm digging it deep, don't know if i'll find
a tunnel out so we all can be saved
if not, just take this earth and bury me, for this will be my grave

one child hid inside the darkness
one child never said a thing
one child closed his eyes and disappeared
but at night i still can hear him whispering, whispering, whisper...

right there in the earth, i've been drawing a line
i'm digging it deep, don't know if i'll find
a tunnel out so we all can be saved
if not, just take this earth and bury me, for this will be my grave

i will believe in you
if you still want me to
or tell me i'm on my own
there on the other side
tell me the pilate's died
and we're no longer alone

take your answers and your promises, believe me i don't care
i have held on to your words until i found them only air
what good are your promises if you can always take them back?
still, i hang on every word till my hands are bleeding

i will believe in you
if you still want me to
or tell me i'm on my own
there on the other side
tell me the pilate's died
and we're no longer alone

i will believe in you
we had no choice but to stay and follow
if you still want me to
we have nothing left except tomorrow
or tell me i'm on my own
we have nothing left except what will be
there on the other side
what we need here are some real decisions
tell me the pilate's died
while you only offer mindless visions
and we're no longer alone
visions that nobody else here can see

we're on our own
we're on our own
we're on our own
we're on our...

i will believe in you
if you still want me to
or tell me i'm on my own
there on the other side
tell me the pilate's died
and we're no longer a...

we had no choice but to stay and follow
we have nothing left except tomorrow
we have nothing left except what will be
what we need here are some real decisions
while you only offer mindless visions
visions that nobody else here can...

i will believe in you
if you still want me to
or tell me i'm on my own
there on the other side
tell me the pilate's died
and we're no longer a...

right there in the earth, i've been drawing a line
i'm digging it deep, don't know if i'll find
a tunnel out so we all can be saved
if not, just take this earth and bury me, for this will be my grave

Sen bir meleksin

2007-04-07T11:49:00.000-07:00

denizler durulunca
işıklar kapanınca
unut yıktığın günleri
gel, gir rüyama
bembeyaz bir söz ol
unuttur kendini
utandıma özlemi
gel, gir rüyama
uzun bir sessizlik ol
bekleme sözleri
razıyım susmaya
gel, gir rüyama
sen bir meleksin, meleksin
herşeyi affedersin
sen bir meleksin, meleksin
her şeyden güzelsin...

Wild Child!

2007-04-04T19:36:00.001-07:00

I ride, I ride the winds that bring the rain
A creature of love and I can't be tamed
I want you, cause I'm gonna take your love from him
And I'll touch your face and hot burning skin
No, he'll never ever touch you like I do
So look in my eyes and burn alive the truth

I'm a wild child, come and love me
I want you
My heart's in exile I need you to touch me
'Cause I want what you do
I'm a wild child, come and love me
I want you
My heart's in exile I need you to touch me
'Cause I want what you do
I want you

Tell me, tell me the lies you're telling him when you
Run away 'cause I wanna know
Cause I, I'm sure it's killing him to find
That you run to me when he lets you go
'Cause I'm burning, burning, burning up with fire
So - come turn me on and turn the flames up higher

I'm a wild child, come and love me
I want you
My heart's in exile I need you to touch me
Cause I want what you do

I'm a wild child, come and love me
I want you
My heart's in exile I need you to touch me
Cause I want what you do
I want you

A naked heat machine, I want your love
When the moons arise we'll feel just what it does

I'm a wild child, come and love me
I want you
My heart's in exile I need you to touch me
'Cause I want what you do
I'm a wild child, come and love me
I want you
My heart's in exile I need you to touch me
'Cause I want what you do
I want you

The luxury of a Grave

2007-03-29T17:55:00.000-07:00

on day zero my mother was expecting... the worst
and out of my father's ass i was born, feet first

"oh, no"

the most horrendous piece of feces ever forced
to be disposed of is what i was created for

oh, no... (i'm sorry that i was born!) ...so wrong!

when death releases you from me
just dump my foul remains on some near-by field
- i don't deserve a grave
when you finally get rid of me
just let my corpse decay... unburied
- i do not deserve the luxury of a grave

my worthlessness is something there is no doubt of:
- i am a waste of the filth i was made out of

how low... (i'm sorry i'm still alive!) ...can i go?!

when death releases you from me
just dump my foul remains on some near-by field
- i don't deserve a grave
when you finally get rid of me
just let my corpse decay... unburied
- i do not deserve the luxury...

oh, no... a coffin would be way too nice
oh, no... a see-through plastic bag will do just fine

when death releases you from me
just dump my foul remains on some near-by field
- i don't deserve a grave
when you finally get rid of me
just let my corpse decay... unburied
- i do not deserve the luxury of a grave

Riders on the Storm

2007-03-21T10:01:00.001-07:00

Riders on the storm
Riders on the storm
Into this house were born
Into this world were thrown
Like a dog without a bone
An actor out on loan
Riders on the storm

Theres a killer on the road
His brain is squirmin like a toad
Take a long holiday
Let your children play
If ya give this man a ride
Sweet memory will die
Killer on the road, yeah

Girl ya gotta love your man
Girl ya gotta love your man
Take him by the hand
Make him understand
The world on you depends
Our life will never end
Gotta love your man, yeah

Wow!

Riders on the storm
Riders on the storm
Into this house were born
Into this world were thrown
Like a dog without a bone
An actor out alone
Riders on the storm

Riders on the storm
Riders on the storm
Riders on the storm
Riders on the storm
Riders on the storm

That's why....

2007-03-20T17:43:00.000-07:00

"Though the favorites of the gods die young, they also live eternally in the company of gods."

-- Fredrich Nietzsche, The Birth of Tragedy

An American Prayer

2007-03-20T17:34:00.001-07:00

do you know the warm progress under the stars?
do you know we exist?
have you forgotten the keys to the kingdom
have you been born yet and are you alive?
let’s reinvent the gods, all the myths of ages
celebrate symbols from deep elder forests
(have you forgotten the lessons of the ancient war?)
we need great golden copulations
the fathers are cackling in trees of the forest
our mother is dead in the sea
do you know we are being lead to slaughters by placid admirals?
and that fat slow generals are getting obscene on young blood
do you know we are ruled by tv?
the moon is a dry blood beast
guerrilla bands are rolling numbers in the next block of green vine
amassing for warfare and innocent herdsmen who are just dying
o great creator of being
grant us one more hour to perform our art and perfect our lives
the moths and atheists are doubly divine and dying
we live, we die and death not ends it…
journey we more into the nightmare
cling to life, our passion’d flower
cling to cunts and cocks of despair
we got our final vision by clap
columbus’ groin got filed w/ green death
(i touched her thigh and death smiled)
we have assembled inside this ancient and insane theatre to propagate our lost life
and flee the swarming wisdom of the streets
the barns are stormed, the windows kept and only one of all the rest
to dance and save us
w/ the divine mockery of words
music inflames temperament
(when the true king’s murderers are allowed to roam free, a 1000 magicians arise in the land)
where are the feats we were promised?
where is the wine, the new wine (dying on the vine)
resident mockery
give us an hour for magic
we of the purple glove
we of the starling flight and velvet hour
we of arabic pleasure’s breed
we of sundome and the night
give us a creed to believe a night of lust
give us trust in the night
give of color hundred hues a rich mandala
for me and you
and for your silky pillowed house
a head, wisdom and a bed
troubled decree
resident mockery has claimed thee
we used to believe in the good old days
we still receive in little ways
the things of kindness and unsporting brow
forget and allow
did you know freedom exists in a schoolbook?
did you know madmen are running our prison?
w/ in a jail, w/ goal, w/in a white free protestant maelstrom
we are perched headlong on the edge of boredom
we are reaching for death on the end of a candle
we are trying for something that has already found us
wow, i’m sick of doubt
living the light of certain south
cruel bindings
the servants have the power
dog-men and their mean women
pulling poor blankets over our sailors
i’m sick of dour faces staring at me from the tv
tower i want roses in my garden bower; dig?
royal babies and rubies must now replace aborted
strangers in the mud
this mutants, blood-meal for the plant that’s plowed
they are waiting to take us into the severed garden
do you know how pale and wanton thrillful comes that on the strange hour?
announced, unplanned for
like a scaring over-friendly guest you’ve brought to bed
death makes angels of us all
and gives us wings where we had shoulders
smooth as the raven’s claws
no more money, no more fancy dress
this other kingdom seems by far the best
until it’s other jaw reveals incest
and loose obedience to a vegetable law.
i will not go-
prefer a feast of friends
to the giant family…

Dyers Eve

2007-03-19T12:52:00.000-07:00

annecigim
babacigim
bana nasil bir cehennem yaşattiniz böyle?
inanan
kandiran
gün be gün sizdiniz yasamimi yönlendiren
neyin dogru neyin yanlis oldugu dayatildi bana
gizlendim yaşam denilen şeyden
annecigim
babacigim
düşündüğüm hicbir seyi onaylamadiniz
müdür
diktadör
her hareketimi kisitlardiniz
cocuklari gorur ama dinlemezdiniz
icimdeki tüm ilhami söküp cikardiniz
masumiyet
sokulup alindi benden korumanız olmayinca
hapsedilmis gerceklik
körlemesine yasiyorum
annecigim
babacigim
zaman geriye kalanlari dondurdu
hicbir sey isitme
hicbir sey söyleme
kendi adima dusundugum gercekligini kabullenemediniz
yasamda garantiye yer yok
ama sansimi kullanmama izin vermediginiz icin lanet olsun size
annecigim
babacigim
daha ucmayi orenmeden kanatlarimi kestiniz
kirletilmemis
konusulmayan
bu lanet olasi ninni icin fazla buyudum
sizden isittigim hep ayi seydi
soyledigimi yap yaptigimi yapma
masumluk
sokulup alindi benden korumanız olmayinca
hapsedilmis gerceklik
korlemesine yasiyorum
sizsiz cehennemdeyim
ikiniz olmadan uyum saglayamiyorum
gordugum dunya karsisinda şoka ugruyorum
masum bir kurbanim nolur kurtarin beni
annecigim
babacigim
benim icin yarattiginiz dunyada saklandim
kiziyorum, kaniyorum
icimdeki hic iyilesmeyen yaralari aciyorum
size olan kinim hic olmeyecek
hep haberdar oldugunuz bu cehennemde yasarken.

kaynak: http://sozluk.sourtimes.org/show.asp?id=7490566

Love Child(!)

2007-03-17T19:49:00.000-07:00

Everyone is telling me that he was born as a love child
By looking in his eyes something turned me lose in his hot
nights
Feeling the power of lost when the guy's passing by
Wrecking one's brain and I'm going insane don't know why
I can feel your sex winding up the girl in the red dress
And my brain is gone, what is going on, I'm burning inside
Feeling the power of lost when the guy's passing by
Wrecking one's brain and I'm going insane don't know why
A love child, running wild a love child
A love child, running wild a love child - love child
I gotta tell myself that he was born as a love child
And the story of his way should not make me stay in the hot
night
Feeling the power of lost when the guy's passing by
Wrecking one's brain and I'm going insane don't know why
A love child, running wild a love child
A love child, running wild a love child - love child
Don't know what I am
A woman or a man
Many troubles behind me
I'm doing all I can
But I'm what I am
Leave me alone - don't mistreat me
Feeling the power of lost when the guy's passing by
Wrecking one's brain and I'm going insane don't know why
A love child, running wild a love child

Gutter Ballet

2007-03-15T10:51:00.000-07:00

bir ba$ka uykusuz gece
bir cennet betonlardan
sicakta ciglik atan sirenler
neonlar goz alici
soytari ic cekerken
ayaklarinin altindaki dunyaya (bakip)

bu bir sokak oyunu
bir vah$i hayvan gosterisi
orkestra hala caliyor
karanlik ve yalniz bir gecede
uzaklarda solan bir i$iga

bicaklariyla dengelenmi$
hayatlarin kucuk kisimlari
garip bir gerceklik
unicorn'u oldur
boynuzunu ele gecirmek icin
(ne de olsa) o bir hayal urunu

soytari seyircileri selamliyor,
ve kalabaligin arasina kari$iyor
oyuncular yok olup giderken
yas tutacak bir ölüm daha
dogan bir cocuk daha
oyunda yeni bir bölüm daha

kaynak: http://sozluk.sourtimes.org/show.asp?id=6502012

Family Tree

2007-03-15T10:19:00.000-07:00

forgotten things remembered
the tigers eat their young
the body stayed but inside the head
the mind was on the run
a conspiracy of silence
the only way out of pain
is turn around, run through it man
too wet to come in from the rain,
tell them...

i know they were doing it to you
but don't try doing it to me

let me show you, how i love you
it's our secret, you and me
but keep it in the family tree
the secret of the family tree

when you hear them saying "trust me"
don't wait to see what's next
thrown to the wolves
forever trusting
raised in a form of living hell
sing a one note song of rage
live and die within your heart
so beware in the shadows

your family tree waits in the dark
i say...

People Are Strange...

2007-03-12T16:45:00.000-07:00

People are strange when youre a stranger
Faces look ugly when youre alone
Women seem wicked when youre unwanted
Streets are uneven when youre down
When youre strange
Faces come out of the rain
When youre strange
No one remembers your name
When youre strange
People are strange when youre a stranger
Faces look ugly when youre alone
Women seem wicked when youre unwanted
Streets are uneven when youre down
When youre strange
Faces come out of the rain
When youre strange
No one remembers your name
When youre strange
When youre strange
Faces come out of the rain
When youre strange
No one remembers your name
When youre strange

Moondance

2007-03-12T16:19:00.001-07:00

Well, its a marvelous night for a moondance
With the stars up above in your eyes
A fantabulous night to make romance
neath the cover of october skies
And all the leaves on the trees are falling
To the sound of the breezes that blow
And Im trying to please to the calling
Of your heart-strings that play soft and low
And all the nights magic seems to whisper and hush
And all the soft moonlight seems to shine in your blush

Can I just have one a more moondance with you, my love
Can I just make some more romance with a-you, my love

Well, I wanna make love to you tonight
I cant wait til the morning has come
And I know that the time is just right
And straight into my arms you will run
And when you come my heart will be waiting
To make sure that youre never alone
There and then all my dreams will come true, dear
There and then I will make you my own
And every time I touch you, you just tremble inside
And I know how much you want me that you cant hide

One more moondance with you in the moonlight
On a magic night
La, la, la, la in the moonlight
On a magic night
Cant I just have one more dance with you my love

Black Roses

2007-03-05T12:17:00.000-08:00

I was addicted to his smile
so much temptation in his eyes
I love the way he touched me
his beauty made me weak
he gave me so much pleasures
he promised everything
I know that he was lying
but I can't resist

I'm searching in the darkness
for my love he disapeared
he left me without answers
I know he will not return
the night is full of roses
black roses in my heart
I was to weak to follow him
now everything falls apart

I was addicted to his smile
so much temptation in his eyes
I love the way he touched me
his beauty made me weak
he gave me so much pleasures
he promised everything
I know that he was lying
but I can't resist

I'm to weak to carry on
I leave the world
there's nothing wrong
I have to pay the price for love
black roses in my heart
I choose the way into the night
I never saw the light
but now it's shining like the stars
I wanna close my eyes

Brandon Lee

2007-02-12T15:53:00.000-08:00

Brandon Lee

2007-02-12T15:52:00.000-08:00

Real love is forever...

2007-02-12T15:48:00.000-08:00

...

2007-02-11T15:55:00.001-08:00

olmak
yada olmuş gibi göstermek herşeyi
bir renkli gözlük camı gibi ince
siyahın en korkuncu kadar küstah
sanırım ayrılık kadar acıdır
tekrar görüşmek
yeniden ayrılacağını bilerek
ancak sayılabilecek kadar çok zaman var
konuşacak hiçbirşey kalmayıncaya kadar
güne düşmüş yarasalar gibi aptal
ve şaşkın bir halde bakışmak
olmasını istemek
keşke olsaydı demekten
başka çare kalmamış…

Brandon Lee

2007-02-11T15:11:00.001-08:00

Brandon Lee

2007-02-11T15:07:00.000-08:00

Rest in peace...

Fırt Emin

2007-02-11T15:03:00.000-08:00

Ne zaman geldin ruhum
Görmedim seni
Uçaktan atlarken
Unuttum galiba özledim

Sarıl bana ruhum ne olur
Sar beni
Çıglıklar geçti üstünden
Bulutlar geçti

Ve o gençlik günlerimizde
Sen ve biz
Seni öldü sandım ruhum

Biliyor musun
Sensiz yaşamaya alıştırdılar
Galiba özledim

Lucretia, My Reflection

2007-02-10T14:11:00.000-08:00

In the love of Andrew and 80's.

Lucretia My Reflection

2007-02-09T08:26:00.000-08:00

I hear the roar of a big machine
Two worlds and in between
Hot metal and methedrine
I hear empire down
I hear empire down

I hear the roar of a big machine
Two worlds and in between
Love lost, fire at will
Dum-dum bullets and shoot to kill, I hear
Dive, bombers, and
Empire down
Empire down

I hear the sons of the city and dispossessed
Get down, get undressed
Get pretty but you and me,
We got the kingdom, we got the key
We got the empire, now as then,
We don't doubt, we don't take direction,
Lucretia, my reflection, dance the ghost with me

We look hard
We look through
We look hard to see for real
Such things I hear, they don't make sense
I don't see much evidence
I don't feel. I don't feel. I don't Feel

A long train held up by page on page
A hard reign held up by rage
Once a railroad
Now it's done...

I hear the roar of a big machine
Two worlds and in between
Hot metal and methedrine
I hear empire down...

We got the empire, now as then,
We don't doubt, we don't take reflection,
Lucretia, my direction, dance the ghost with me...

Pan's Labyrinth

2007-02-08T06:06:00.000-08:00

Cold Colours

2007-02-08T06:03:00.000-08:00

the cold twilight
was giving way
to that frozen night
when he started to say

through you eyes
I can see
none of your lies
convince me

the dancing shadows
I wait to appear
the omen that shows
you are here

away from you untrackable
and yet near you untouchable

a sudden fear came into me
the night is here it circles me

a sudden fear
came into me
the night is here
it circles me

the silver of the moon
so intoxicating
I'll see them soon
it's almost scaring

undoing hatred
reflected the gold colours
golden fire and red
the black of death follows

Color Me Once

2007-02-05T11:43:00.000-08:00

Color me once,
Color me twice,
Everything gonna trun out nice.
Everlasting love, you gotta keep me from these false alarms
Alarm, alarm I seem so sad.
Ring, ring I see her I'm glad.
Maybe, maybe the fire of her desire
Patience, patience said the man,
Patience, patience, I can't understand.
Patience like a man and a wife.
I got patience on my neck like a coco that.
I say, Jack be nimble, Jack fall dead,
Jack bend over and give Jilly head.
Oh, you gotta help my body heal my soul.

Dead men working, a sinner, a saint.
Mixing up a pail of paint.
Painted the house, black as night,
When the sun came up the house was white.
Gotta go on, gotta go on, we gotta go on, you gotta go on, we gotta go on

Gal Anda

2007-01-30T20:34:00.000-08:00

Gal anda vldr gangla
Vldr rithanda vldr rinnanda
Vldr sitianda vldr signanda
Vldr faranda vldr fliughanda

Skal alt fyrna ok um doia

And so the dreams lies shattered once again
And I can hear the ravens call at night
And the path...abandoned...leading nowhere
An omen fulfilled
And I loathe the dark
And I curse the gods..

Scapegoat

2007-01-28T09:15:00.000-08:00

Judges have decimated
Meanings of our laws
Already guilty?
Something has a flaw
Wrongly accused
Blindly confused
Open your eyes
Try to realize

Don't you know
You can't see
Too damn blind
To judge me!

Wrongly accused
Blindly confused
Open your eyes
Try to realize

Laws are meant to follow
But they've misled you
Conceal their meaning
So they can suit you
Misjudged by the system
No one ever knows
Adding injury to insult
No one ever knows
No one
No one knows
No one
No one
No one knows...

Judges have decimated
Meanings of our laws
Already guilty?
Something has a flaw
Wrongly accused
Blindly confused
Open your eyes
Wake up, realize!

Scapegoat
Scapegoat
Scapegoat
Scape - Goat
Scape - Goat

Dead Boys Poem...

2007-01-25T11:33:00.000-08:00

Soul of Ice

2007-01-21T22:04:00.000-08:00

I met you in the darkness,
You shivered and you cried...
You looked so pretty,
With tears in your eyes

You tried to touch my hand,
I carried you away
I thought that I could hold you,
But you left me all alone

I met you in the darkness,
You shivered and you cried...
You looked so pretty,
With tears in your eyes

You tried to touch my hand,
I carried you away
I thought that I could hold you,
But you left me all alone

And I can feel your soul of ice,
You hide yourself behind these lies
You became a creature of masquerade
It's your bleeding heart you hate
You're building a wall of confusion and lies,
Nobody can hear your silent cries
But when you sleep you dream of me
And I kiss you in your dreams...

You disappeared in the darkness of the night
I wanted to follow you but something stopped me...
Was this a dream? ...of a fallen angel...
It must have been an angel with broken wings!

And I can feel your soul of ice,
You hide yourself behind these lies
You became a creature of masquerade
It's your bleeding heart you hate
You're building a wall of confusion and lies,
Nobody can hear your silent cries
But when you sleep you dream of me
And I kiss you in your dreams...

Valley of Sin

2007-01-21T13:31:00.000-08:00

Life is unreal, in the darkest dreams
we felt it all, a long time ago
can't find our way through silent screams
searching for the way to go
Too blind to realize
our way will lead through fire 'n ice
dreamings of paradise, prophecies of scary nights

Higher and higher, through the mist and snow
through the fog, a long time to go
out in the cold, but still feel the fire
hearing echoes of darkest desires

On and on
we travel through the danger zone
on and on
You're out on your own

In the valley of sin (sin, sin, sin)
bad night to remember
Sin (sin, sin, sin)
they don't let you go
Valley of sin (sin, sin, sin)
bad nights to remember
Sin (sin, sin, sin)
Hear the siren's call

Masked fools are screaming, death is dancing in the dark
Life without a soul is like a flame without a spark

The faces of doom told us all wrong
whispering tales from the shadow zone
up down the hill, in this full moon night
warriors are waiting for the final fight

Wake Skadi

2007-01-21T06:12:00.000-08:00

In the winter mountains high,
Where avalanches roar and
frozen lakes sigh
The sough of the wind to hear
The howl
of the wolves sweet tune to her ear
Wake Skadi, come
patroness
Guide me through your crystal
woods

Silvery goddess of the snow,
Your shining
beauty melts the cold
Dress me in your white
shawl
Kindle my fierce passions
Wake Skadi, proud
northern giantess
I invoke your strength

Mistress
of the hunt,
Raise the spirit of freedom
Led your
sisters into the chase,
Arouse their untamed nature
Wake
Skadi; light the flames of courage,
Wake your sisters'
will to fight

Sister of wolves,
Seek your
companions
You heard the call of the wild
I summon your
instinct
Wake Skadi, defend your kind
Guard them from
the hateful hand of the blind

Crimson Skies

2007-01-21T05:57:00.000-08:00

Beneath the clouds in thriving grey
My humble soul to sleep I lay
To hide my soul from brightest light
Until the dawn comet the night

Where I roam through my domain
To hide myself from present pain
Where loneliness embraces me
And frees me from my misery

Darkness is pure
Light reflects the lies
Trying to escape
In the crimson skies

Darkness is pure
Light reflects the lies
Trying to escape
In the crimson skies
In the crimson skies

The night's embrace, the only way
To flee from life into the grey
And darkness always will remain
Nothing left for me to gain

The light`s illusion reflects the mind
Of the masses who are blind
Who bear their pain deep in their soul
Until their will of life is stolen

Darkness is pure
Light reflects the lies

Darkness is pure
Light reflects the lies
Trying to escape
In the crimson skies

Darkness is pure
Light reflects the lies
Trying to escape
In the crimson skies
In the crimson skies

Night Ride

2007-01-21T05:33:00.000-08:00

No limits
Landing in the air
Traveling upstairs
Staying on the surface

Living on my own trace
Paint the night with fluo rays
Give the colours
Of our days
Feel the beat's rhythmic sound
Hear the music to which we're
Bound
The move of your mouth
Speak the language of my will
Rope formed
By the notes sealing the dance of our sex
Pictures flashing in our minds

There we search and here we find
And we glow and we shine
We feel good,
We feel fine...

Seelenschmerz

2007-01-21T02:47:00.000-08:00

Charlotte Sometimes

2007-01-20T17:42:00.000-08:00

All the faces
All the voices blur
Change to one face
Change to one voice
Prepare yourself for bed
The light seems bright
And glares on white walls
All the sounds of charlotte sometimes
Into the night
With charlotte sometimes

Night after night she lay alone in bed
Her eyes so open to the dark
The streets all looked so strange
They seemed so far away
But charlotte sometimes did not cry
The people seemed so close
Playing expressionless games
The people seemed so close
So close
So many
Other names

Sometimes i'm dreaming
Where all the other people dance
Sometimes i'm dreaming
Charlotte sometimes
Sometimes i'm dreaming
Expressionless the trance
Sometimes i'm dreaming
So many different names
Sometimes i'm dreaming
The sounds all stay the same
Sometimes i'm dreaming
She hopes to open shadowed eyes
On a different world
Come to me
Scared princess
Charlotte sometimes

On that bleak track
(See the sun is gone again)
The tears were pouring down her face
She was crying and crying for a girl
Who died so many years before...

Sometimes i dream
Where all the people dance
Sometimes i dream
Charlotte sometimes
Sometimes i dream
The sounds all stay the same
Sometimes i'm dreaming
There are so many different names
Sometimes i dream
Sometimes i dream...

Charlotte sometimes crying for herself
Charlotte sometimes dreams a wall around herself
But it's always with love
With so much love it looks like
Everything else
Of charlotte sometimes
So far away
Glass sealed and pretty
Charlotte sometimes

Gothic Girl

2007-01-20T14:43:00.000-08:00

Candy

2007-01-20T14:25:00.000-08:00

www.skary.net

Seelenschmerz

2007-01-20T04:37:00.000-08:00

Kannst du für mich ein Engel sein
Kannst du für mich schuldig sein
Stellst du dich ins weiße Licht
Meine Augen siehst du nicht
Glaubst du noch an meine Lügen
Willst du dich nur selbst betrügen
Krallst dich viel zu fest an mich
Bitte, bitte glaub mir nicht

Kannst du für mich ein Engel sein
Kannst du für mich schuldig sein
Stellst du dich ins weiße Licht
Meine Augen siehst du nicht
Glaubst du noch an meine Lügen
Willst du dich nur selbst betrügen
Krallst dich viel zu fest an mich
Bitte, bitte glaub mir nicht

Kannst du in meiner Seele lesen
In meinen Träumen bin ich jede Nacht allein

Kannst du in meiner Seele lesen......

Shattered

2007-01-15T18:21:00.000-08:00

Stare at the dark foreboding walls
I turn and look away
The fear it haunts me while I sleep
Now as life is torn apart
The walls they lead the way
This tortured journey
Almost at the end...
Look at time upon the skies
I turn apart and look away
The truth it haunts me
Wake me from sleep

Dark City

2007-01-12T16:24:00.000-08:00

Poor Matrix, copycat Matrix, loll...

No time to lose

2007-01-10T15:30:00.000-08:00

Have been (through all plays)
But everything seems so sad without you

Your love has (flown/run?) away
The days are cold and grey

I can't love no one else like I've loved you before
Take my hand, I'll take your soul
Oh, don't say you can't love me no more
Girl I need you so much, I feel so lonely - so lonely

Can't believe this shall be the end
But the love letters I have sent
Have gone no answer - how can I go on

Oh - baby
Give me your love - No time to loose
Baby come back run away all my blues
Light up my life, don't waste the time
I know if you are back then you are mine

Your love has (flown/run?) away
The days are cold and grey
I can't love no one else like I've loved you before
Take my hand, I'll take your soul
Oh, don't say you can't love me no more
Girl I need you so much, I feel so lonely - so lonely

Istanbul Twilight

2007-01-01T13:46:00.000-08:00

It's from the mountain
Upon the mountain
Upon the mountain
Chanting drinking from the fountain
I upon the mountain
Chanting drinking from the fountain
A'ight come on
Up on the mountain i m a chillin with my sistrin
Two head one pillow looking out the window
I could get high on istanbul twilight
Herb is illegal so we not take no chance
Not gonna end up in da babylon trance
The tales are world famous of jazz is notorius
I think i ll try an istanbul twilight
I got a seagull and the imma man sistria
Plus the sight of the daylight departing
I get the high from the istanbul twilight
Why wont ya set me free
Aint you ready for the mountain top

Summertime

2007-01-01T13:43:00.000-08:00

Summertime, time, time,
Child, the livings easy.
Fish are jumping out
And the cotton, lord,
Cottons high, lord, so high.

Your daddys rich
And your ma is so good-looking, baby.
Shes looking good now,
Hush, baby, baby, baby, baby, baby,
No, no, no, no, no, no, no, dont you cry.
Aahhhh!

One of these mornings
Youre gonna rise, rise up singing,
Youre gonna spread your wings,
Child, and take, take to the sky,
Lord, the sky.

Until that morning
Honey, n-n-nothings going to harm you now,
No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no
No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no
No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no,
Dont you cry,
Dont you cry,
Cry.

Set the Controls for the Heart of the Sun

2006-12-31T03:41:00.000-08:00

Little by little the night turns around.
Counting the leaves which tremble at dawn.
Lotuses lean on each other in yearning.
Under the eaves the swallow is resting.
Set the controls for the heart of the sun.

Over the mountain watching the watcher.
Breaking the darkness
Waking the grapevine.
One inch of love is one inch of shadow
Love is the shadow that ripens the wine.
Set the controls for the heart of the sun.
The heart of the sun, the heart of the sun.

Witness the man who raves at the wall
Making the shape of his questions to Heaven.
Whether the sun will fall in the evening
Will he remember the lesson of giving?
Set the controls for the heart of the sun.
The heart of the sun, the heart of the sun.

Garden of Delight

2006-12-30T18:08:00.000-08:00

Shimmering over all those wistful faces
And the promise burning brightly in their eyes
In this violent flesh the cut that bleeds the kiss that stings
Desperate snows fall from desperate skies

Take my hand and lead me
To the garden of delight
Take my hand and lead me
Home.....

Reflections in the liquid windswept mirror
The breathless world elegance and charm
The treasured touch, the first touch of a stranger
It charmed me, entranced me, no harm
So...

Take my hand and lead me
To the garden of delight
Take my hand and lead me
Home.....

This child of death, kissing in the playground
Senses swirling, faithful to the kill
Playing with fire,a chance among the playsound
Covered in burns and turn away, they're dancing still
So...

Take my hand and lead me
To the garden of delight
Take my hand and lead me
To the garden
Of delight

Of delight

Take my hand and lead me
To the garden of delight
Take my hand and lead me
To the garden
Of delight

Of delight

Take my hand and lead me
To the garden of delight
Take my hand and lead me
Home.....

Nine While Nine

2006-12-30T16:22:00.000-08:00

And it's passing strange
And I'm waiting for the train
Caught up on this line again
And it's passing slowly
Killing time but it's
Better than living in what will come and I've
Still got some of your letters with me and I
Thought sometimes or I read too much
And I think you know let's
Drink to the dead lying under the water and the
Cost of the blood on the driven snow and the
Lipstick on my cigarettes
Frost upon the window pane
Nine while nine and I'm waiting
For the train.....

She said do you remember a time when angels
Do you remember a time when fear
In the days when I was stronger
In the days when you were here she said
When days had no beginning
While days had no end when
Shadows grew no longer I
Knew no other friend but you
Were wild
You were wild.....

Frost upon these cigarettes
Lipstick on the window pane and I've
Lost all sense of the world outside but I
Can't forget so I call your name and I'm
Looking for a life for me and I'm
Looking for a life for you and I'm
Talking to myself again and it's
So damn cold it's just not true and I'm
Walking through the rain
Trying to hold on waiting for the train and I'm
Only looking for what you want but it's
Lonely here and I think you knew and I'm
And I'm waiting
And I wait in vain
Nine while nine and I'm waiting
For the train.....

Vision Thing <3

2006-12-30T16:17:00.000-08:00

Lizard King

2006-12-29T12:25:00.000-08:00

•••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••
• ...I can place myself anywhere in
• space or time.
• I can summon the dead.
• I can perceive events on other worlds,
• in my deepest inner mind,
• & in the minds of others,
•
• I can
•
• I am
•
•••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••

Kuryeler

2006-12-28T10:03:00.000-08:00

Yapraktan bir tabakta bir salyangozun yazısı mı o?
Bana değil. Kabul etme.

Bir konserve kutuda asetik asit mi var?
Kabul etme. Hakiki değil.

İçinde bir güneşle altın bir yüzük mü o?
Yalanlar. Yalanlar ve keder.

Yaprağın üstünde kırağı, saflık.
Bir demlik kendi kendine konuşuyor ve çatlıyor

Tepesinde,
Dokuz kara Alp dağının.

Aynalarda bir rahatsızlanma
Deniz gri çocuğunu sallıyor ---

Aşk, aşk, işte benim mevsimim.

Sylvia Plath
Çev: Enis Akın

2006-12-28T09:05:00.000-08:00

"Oh dear, oh dear!"

said the Rabbit. "I shall be to late!"

And so, when the White Rabbit ran away,

Alice wanted to see what would happen to it:

so she ran after it:

and she ran, and she ran, till she tumbled

right down the rabbit-hole.

Donnie Darko

2006-12-24T12:32:00.000-08:00

Queen of the Damned

2006-12-24T10:39:00.000-08:00

My children, come here
I have to tell you something
Soon you will be by yourself
I will leave you all alone

Too long is the path, I have to walk
Too far away is my destination
Too rare are the honest words
Too far away is my horizon

My children, listen to me
You are all strong just like me
My strength is in you
My light will guide you
My strength is in you
My light will guide you

Too long is the path, I have to walk
Too far away is my destination
Too rare are the honest words
Too far away is my horizon

My children look by yourself
Open your minds
Your souls will be dead
But your hearts strong like mine
But your hearts strong like mine

Too long is the path, I have to walk
Too far away is my destination
Too rare are the honest words
Too far away is my horizon

Anima Sola

2006-12-24T08:30:00.001-08:00

I'm a sinner but I know
The skin is
often harder than the core
I hold on
Contemptousness
will follow me...
No more will the glory of
grotesque
Adorn your lifeless limbs
Like an eerie
arabesque
Locked in you
Anima Sola - World keeps
turning
Anima Sola - World keeps burning
So burn for me
/ burn with me
I'm a servant of your
grace
Captivated in sobriety
Why am I crawling further
on?
In apathy
It's been too many words and too many
lies
It's been too many years without being
alive
It's been a long long road, never reaching the
end
Too many wasted moments
No more will I be pushed
again into your golden cage
No more will I lay my arms
around your bait

The Bride Wears Black

2006-12-24T05:52:00.000-08:00

Masks concealed the real mourning
No noise were allowed
Misfortune came with large steps
Enveloped the future into a shroud
The bride wears black tonight
Valleys got deeper and deeper
The summits disappeared in beautiful
Clouds a path
In sick infinity
Deep abysses and beside it
Travelled in endless trains
Try to solve my existence
Sins, often pure temptation
Praised, hallowed, just lies
Voices to bear, inner futility
Be it true, be it my love
Coming to torture you...
...to torture you with my devotion

Valley of the Queens

2006-12-23T19:23:00.001-08:00

[egyptian]
my journey's over
I'm standing on the edge
and close my eyes
to this world of lies

my will is broken
it's the end of all my dreams
my soul yearns
for the valley of the queens

my rose has withered
it will never bloom again
the soil is dry
time has come to die

my faith has left me
they've stolen all my dreams
oh lay me down
in the valley of the queens

my search has ended
my name is carved in stone
on the temple wall
beyond Osiris hall

no holy sunrays
will light my tomb of dreams
I won't return
from the valley of............the queens

Brandon Lee

2006-12-23T18:38:00.000-08:00

Rest in peace, dear.

Day Six: Childhood

2006-12-23T18:27:00.000-08:00

[Agony] You're alone in your bedroom
Hiding from the world, staring at the ceiling

[Me] Mother said 'he'll be home soon'
But he never was, and I knew how she was feeling

[Fear] You always let him down; 'you'd never be like him'
He'd always break you, never let you win
No matter what you said, he'd always disagree
You swore that one day you would be
...better then him...one day you'd win

[Agony] You're hiding out in the cellar
Aching and ashamed, covering up the bruises

[Me] And then he would tell her
How I tripped and hurt my head, how I'd always be a loser

[Fear] You always let him down; 'you'd never be like him'
He'd always break you, never let you win
No matter what you said, he'd always disagree
You swore that one day you would be
...better then him...one day you'd win

[Agony] You're all alone in your bedroom
How could you learn to care, when nobody cares for you

[Me] Mother said he'd be home soon
But he never came, as for me...he didn't have to...

Meaning of Life

2006-12-23T16:49:00.000-08:00

I wanna get psycho
Run you little btch
I want your power glowing, juicy flowing, red hot, meaning of life
It's not enough to have a little taste
I want the whole damn thing now
Can you dig it?

Need to get psycho
wanna hear you say it
say, you want it, need it
Don't wanna wait until we finish the show
It's not enough, you hunger for more
You're one twisted little fck
And now you anna get psycho with me

Decide
Give in

I wanna get psycho
Scratch my itch
Give me your power glowing, juicy flowing red hot, meaning of life
It's not enough to have a little piece
I want the whole damn thing now
Can you dig it?

Need to get psycho
Wanna hear you scream
Tell me to take you, scare you, fck you
After we finish the show
It's not enough, you listening whore?
You're one twisted little fck
ANd now you wanna get psycho with me

I can feel the blood, flowing through my veins
Spilling on my soul
And now the hunger's getting bigger
Come a little closer now
Pretentious whore and pull my trigger
Free the violence that is building in me
I say now end of the ride, murder suicide
Is how I've been feelin' that I can't ignore
And the need to get psycho
Is not a question to me

Reedemer

2006-12-23T15:44:00.001-08:00

The hunger inside, given to me,
makes me what I am.
Always it is calling me,
for the blood of man.

They say I cannot be this,
I am jaded, hiding from the day.
I can't bear, I cannot
tame the hunger in me.
Oh, I say I did it.
Always searching,
You can't fuck with fate.
So instead you'll taste my PAIN!!!

The hunger inside, given to me
Makes me feel alive.
Always out, stalking prey,
in the dark I hide.
Feeling, falling, hating,
feel like I am fading,
Hating LIFE!!!

They say I cannot be this,
I am jaded, hiding from the day.
I can't bear, I cannot
tame the hunger in me.
Oh, I say I did it.
Always searching,
You can't fuck with fate.
So instead you'll taste my PAIN!!!

You say your life I'm taking,
always bothering me.
I can't take this anymore,
I'm failing, always smothering me!
You look down on me,
ain't what you see.
Take this gift from me,
you will soon feed from ME!!!

Nothing seems exciting,
Always the same hiding, hiding.
It's haunting me. It's haunting me. It's haunting me.
It's haunting me. It's haunting me.